Fear

It is 11 months today since the separation... and I am still afraid. That's right, I am not over my fear yet. I am afraid to leave the house unless I am with someone, meeting someone, or going to an appointment. I have yet to leave the house alone, do what I need to do (like post office, bank, grocery store) alone, then go back home alone. If I don't have one of the above mentioned things to do with someone, then I will not leave the house.

So, why don't I want to leave the house?

I'll discuss the reasons in tomorrow's post.